The Days Ahead
"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight."

Goodbye five day weekend, and good morning to the stress I’m prepared to endure. I’m determined to get a lot of my make up work plus studying done today and tomorrow, my first final is on Friday and then continues on Monday and Tuesday, after that I’m done. I’m determined to pass my finals and even though the heat and I don’t get along very well, I’m so ready to welcome summer and relax from this heck of a school year. I’ll probably check Tumblr from time to time, but I really do have a lot I need to get done before I start summer mode, with that being said-I wish you ladies and gents a pleasant day and a lovely week.

I don’t want to get out of bed, I would like to simply have breakfast in bed and watch movies all day, but I guess I should probably start getting ready, agh.

The most attractive quality in a person is one’s love for Jesus Christ.

(Source: seitydoesdeosculate, via thelittlesheff)

WORTHY OF LOVE: A lil fun thing to do, post a lil quirk or something different about you and reblog it, let's see how different and...

carryingmycrosses:

fidei-avi:

healedhearted:

I am highly allergic to artificial sweetners, gum, mints, diet anything, or light anything, some toothpastes, cough drops, throat spray, and so much more. One hint and I’m down for the count. 0_o quirky? Yes.

You know how people snap as a physical…

I have an illogical fear of bathrooms that aren’t mine. Particularly public toilets and hotel showers.

Whenever I get a wedgie I do this weird dance to remove it, it’s completely obvious but still I think of it as secretive. 

(via healedhearted)

Guess who didn’t do his homework because he insisted on watching Prayers for Bobby, this guy! Not to mention I desperately want to sleep but at the same time I have far too many thoughts right now. Over thinking has never led to something good, but still I do it. My mind is just completely filled with thoughts about my parents, my future, God, a guy who I’ve never met, my finals which start Friday, summer and more about my future. I’m just going to lay in bed and hope that I’ll fall asleep soon, that’ll do me some good. 

rainbowcakesandcookies: Gabriel and Leonardo!
Trust me when I tell you that you have a purpose and a reason to be alive. Whether it’s because your very existence brings me much pleasure to know that you’re alive and well, which is true or whether your purpose is revealed later on in time. Either way, my point here is to make sure that all of you ladies and gents can see the beauty that I see in you, and it doesn’t even matter what size you are or which part of your body is curvier, all of that is irrelevant. We all have fat, but that doesn’t make us fat. We all have something about us that is ugly, for example: my attitude can be described as ugly sometimes, but that doesn’t make us ugly people. I promise you if you just keep on trucking, and if you have the courage to stay alive something awesome will happen. Please though, just stay.
thirstyforchrist: "To anon, these are some truths about you that someone once told me when I was recovering from cutting. Reasons you should not hurt yourself: 1. You are deeply loved by God. (1 John 3:1, Ephesians 2:4-5) 2. You are fully pleasing to God. (Col. 1:22) 3. You are totally accepted by God. (Ephesians 1:4) 4. You are complete in Christ. (Col. 2:9-10) 5. You are powerfully equip. (2 Timothy 1:7) 6. You are completely forgiven. (Psalm 103:12)"

Her reasons are far better than mine, but still I hope you get the point that people are out there who do care about you, and wish you nothing but pure and authentic happiness<3

Anonymous: "We'll see, no promises."

Please, please, PLEASE, just don’t do it. I’m not asking you to promise me anything but I’m just asking you to remember my face (bare with me on that, I know it’s not the prettiest thing around) but just remember that I am here for you, and the last thing I want is for you to hurt yourself, if you feel the need to hurt yourself then call or text me (951)807-1715, I don’t even care if I’m asleep, I’ll keep my volume on high. Just please know that I do care about you. 

Anonymous: "But I don't have a reason to not hurt myself."

Sure you do, 

  1. It would leave a scar on that beautiful body of yours
  2. It would hurt me knowing that someone as beautiful as yourself is causing pain, purposely
  3. If you don’t harm yourself, you’ll feel a lot better in the morning, trust me!
  4. You could have the potential to become a unicorn 
  5. You could leave that flawless skin of yours as pure perfection
  6. You wouldn’t have to hide your skin

I could totally come up with more reasons why you shouldn’t but those are 6 reasons not to, right off the top of my head. So, please don’t do it! 

Anonymous: "I just like can't do this right now. And my friends are frustrating me and my family is frustrating me. But they didn't even do anything. I just want to hurt."

Well, balancing out that emotional pain with physical pain won’t get you very far. So I deeply implore you not to harm yourself, think of it this way: years from now all of this will be irrelevant. Maybe even sooner, trust me when I tell you I know what it’s like to have a frustrating family, but I mean…that’s part of the deal I guess? What good would a family be if there wasn’t any frustration or pain, because with pain comes growth. As for your friends who are frustrating you, I’m not sure what to say to that because for the most part I don’t have issues like that towards friends, but just give it some time and I hope that your friend problems will be resolved as well as your family issues, just please DO NOT HARM YOURSELF. 

Anonymous: "If you are having a bad night I can just leave. Seems like everyone is having a bad night."

What? I’m not having a bad night, I mean today was a little rough, but I just finished watching a movie that made me cry like there was no tomorrow, that’s why, but I’m still here for you, regardless of how I’m feeling. My emotions are irrelevant, its’ you who matters.